I could only imagine what other people saw when they looked at me. Even I thought I sucked.
This embarrassing moment happened a few years ago. I am not a mean girl and I don't want to look like one either, so I continuously take measures to not let things like this happen again.
- I'm not allowed to wear black shirt, black shoes, black pants and black sunglasses at the same time.
- I do not call girls "bi*ches" in my head anymore.
- I say a prayer every night that includes asking that I will "think good thoughts about people"
- I also framed this picture of me and look at it almost everyday to keep myself humble. It's the most effective strategy.